Sunday, July 5, 2009

were all in the same boat we just have different paddles!

i havent been blogging lately and nothing really going on.its quiet except for my pc froze and crashed yesterday on 4th of july.that was little upsetting! just have felt out of sorts lately as they say.i guess it's part of the ascension process. i have learned to just take it a day at time and that seems to work well for me.i spent most my life living and planning for the future. now im happy just looking up at the star's and walking in nature and also watching little animals at play.i have learned alot from nature. animals just pure energy.they just do what what they do look for food.they're content.
i have learned to listen to my heart and inner voice of God and follow my inner guidance..works for me. until next time takecare and many blessings!!
if you seek happiness look inside your heart for answers. works everytime.marylen

Sunday, May 31, 2009

simple life

Quote:laura ingalls wilder"im beginning to learn its the sweet simple things in life which are the real ones after all."
i was able to rid myself of the stresses of life by going back to simple life.i gave up almost everything to do it.lots of rest and time in nature and now finally im on my way to wellness.just waiting for the green lite from the universe to tell me its time to move forward again.my downtime was so renewing.. it was a spiritual growth milestone. i dropped out of sight for a long time and i know my kids were worried about me . going thru-this process was a very humbling and mind blowing experience.it teach that the inner-world the most rewarding.there you connect with spirit and the universe. inner world infinite and outer world finite. now im attached to inner world and withdrew from outer..im so grateful for this process.never thought i could do it.the rough spots are over now and are fading fast from memory..lots of love and light!! marylen
other quote"man must go back to nature for information." thomas paine

Thursday, May 14, 2009

im patiently still waiting

i have been idle now for 8yrs and trusting that my life has a higher purpose.i feel im being called by the universe to go thru-this idle time process. there's been times i have been little more than ticked off...waiting for this process to end but im still there.i know from what i have been through that my nervous system has been rewired..it took real strength to get thru-that process.that process wasn't for the faint of heart thats for sure.i feel this year will be spiritual freedom because i seen it in a dream...many just like me that are waiting also seen it also in the same dream.
i have lived here almost 8yrs in my own little apartment,sanctuary and have devoted my time to writing in my journals and also doing alot of reading.lots of pc work too.
one thing for sure first time in my life i ever had time to myself.i did give up my social life and just about all my friends to be fully present in my inner world connection to source.
i do know i have a greater purpose in life just took all this time for me to be processed im sure!!
blessings!Marylen

Quote:carl jung"your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart"

Thursday, April 30, 2009

love will take us thru-it

I like to connect with others that are waiting for for this transition to occur! im talking about transition of 2012...the 26thousand yr cycle.i cant wait,im all excited.will be a new era indeed!!
one can call it the next step on the ladder rung or next step in evolution. my body has went thru-so many changes past few years.i had to quit my job of 20yrs because of stress-anxiety .went into chronic fatigue.i know from all the blogs and ascension material i have read something bigger going on .
i feel like im being processed from the universe. my heart center opened up to much more feeling and that's a great gift from the creator...i feel ! i spent most of my life not giving much attention to feeling just never had time to so.

im understanding more about my life now.all i have been thru-im not a victim.this was a set-up from the universe to bring me to this point of understanding!! im seeing more clarity now than ever before.


I love to Quote:"its never safe to look into the future with eyes of fear"Edward h.Harriman
blessings! love and light! marylen