"we must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned so as to have the life that is awaiting us.the old skin has to be shed before the new one is to come".joseph campbell

"carlos barrios,from the eagle clan of the maya of guatemala.shares in regard to 2012:the world will not END.it will be transformed.everything will change.change is accelerating now and it will continue to accelerate.if the people of the earth can get to this 2012 date in good shape without having destroyed to much of the earth we will rise to a new higher level.

i'm looking thru-my notes of many yrs to get a topic i like to write about or should say what im passionate about and i didnt find a topic but my pen just seem to take-off on its own.what im passionate about about is spiritual growth.it comes from within.you can't get it from a church its already within you!! it comes from connecting to your inner source and not the outside world.i spent 56yrs of my life feeling empty inside like something was missing and i kept searching for fulfillment to fill up my void. i did do all things that i wanted to do,like have nice car and nice house and i always love to dress nice.i worked at big chain dept.store so i always had nice clothes for less.all that back then was very important to me but something was still missing.getting those goose bumps again writing this.LOL i did leave the outside world (i just step off into the unknown)i must have have inner-guidance to do this..i was scared to death and thought i lost my mind LOL.

i went to my inside world(all the magic lies there). my sister called me a hermit but i dont regret it at all now.i no longer have the emptyness and the void.its all filled.im more emotional now.back then my daughter said i had no feelings and now im hypersensitive. going thru-all this was a big transition for me because i had to leave my entire 56yrs of who i was "behind".was a big wake-up call for me.i left my friends and most of my family behind to enter "quietude".after a decade it finally finished.my cleasing process complete.i thought God was going to scrub me to death..LOL

i read someplace that it takes 12.8yrs to complete the process that i and so many others went through but its all worth it in the end.we have spiritual freedom.....AWE sigh of relief..

"the 4th world shall end soon and the 5th world will begin.this the elders everywhere know.the signs over many years have been fulfilled and so few are left".hopi prophecy

i was reading mike quinsey/salusa from sirius and i was awe-struck by what i was reading in an awesome way!!
you will have a number of new concepts to get use to in due course.bear in mind that in your new bodies you will not experience the frailties you do on earth and if ever in need of healingwill receive sound,light and color.therefore,medicine and drugs that are used now will have no place or be necessary.

always be in gratitude and love!! many blessing..marylen