"every man must do 2 things alone.his own believing and his own dying".martin luther

my pc finally fixed..was a nightmare.these pc's always trying trying to outsmart us human's LOL.only took me 3 weeks to fix and was something so simple,that i never would have thought of ...

back to blogging.its been longtime and had a few significant dreams to bring to the fore:its been said that we all have aleast one book in us and mine seems to be thru-dreams.thats when i seem to do my best work.like WOW! cant believe i dreamed that..

Quote:Black Elk "sometimes dreams are wiser than waking."

"dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you ."marsha norman

this is the dream i had a few nights ago.i keep my bedroom really dark as so im not distracted.i opened my eyes (was not completely awake)it was about 4am and when i did my whole bedroom was dimly lite with soft-lite.i saw on my white walls and white ceiling completely covered with Geometry Symbol's.never ever in my entire life seen anything like that before.closed my eyes and went back to sleep.when i got up around 6am all i could say is WOW !!

later that day was looking thru-old emails that i had not read because my pc was being weird and i found newsletter from early jan2012 and here a small paragraph.sacred geometry symbol's these symbols are being downloaded inside of us...with our permission..they dont make sense now but they will in the future!geometry,the foundation of the new world..."how cool is that." i guess my mind and body right on target..according to these dreams and not just mine..its a collective (means all).geometry part of the natural world.(i cant read geometry but looks rather interesting)i get alot of downloads at night and im not sure what they all mean yet.im sure they will play important role,time to come!!

everything in manifested form is always created in spirit first..without knowing..this is true with our partners to be!! its all played out in dreams..i know first hand..been there done that..LOL

i have that problem of ringing and disortions in the ears,as many people do and found this little bit of info..calibration /ringing in ears....fine tuning our personal energy field.thomas pafe sept.2011

this is from update by lauren gorgo..the ultr-sensitive have been waiting for ..to balance themselves and be released from the electro-magnetic distortions that caused so much suffering for so many years.. (this is so true)i hear all that noise when im trying to sleep at night.certainly get very aggervating..i feel this will be that last year we have to go thru-this stuff.

think i wrote enough for today..i have more dreams to write about..will do it in future..im just so happy that my pc working correctly again..its so exciting LOL.

Want to say Happy New Year everyone!!!!! many blessings for 2012

love marylen

Happy new year everyone!! i didnt die LOL just having computer problems

hope to have it fixed in another week or so!!hopefully this year will get better didnt start out so good so far...be back on line as soon as possible thanks marylen

"As people are walking all the time,in the same spot.a path appears". Luxun

"the collective vibration is now beginning to take and hold your own power".s.rother lightworker.com

A new day is dawning!the era we lived through called the dark-ages now completing itself and a new cycle for our planet and all that lives on her....begins!!

11-11-11 right around the corner. from what i read we will know where we're suppose to go next.i read that we will have uplifting in consciousness.we have done the work and its completion time........yahooooooooo !! im sure after 11-11-11 we will have some exciting times.to me it means walking through two giant white pillars into a higher vibration.its our next step in evolution..cant wait,i have worked so hard to get to this point..everyday of my life i keep saying God im so tired,God tired of listening to that same old phrase.LOL anyway im sure we will have some nice surprises from the universe.the mayan calander ended according to calleman.com on oct28-11 so now we must expect the unexpected!! we're at completion and guess that means we must stand on our on two feet..that will be fun ! lol

my quote since i love to quote.i do have few quotes of my own.."cant stay on the roost forever.you have to fly eventually".

also:

I went through-death like the caterpillar only to later emerge as a beautiful winged moth"the Butterfly".

i want to write about a dream i had recently because i feel its a collective dream (means all).i was so shook-up when i woke up because it seem so real..earth was moving at a high-rate of speed.as abruptly as it started it stopped.we,a few people in the house didnt know what was happening.me and a guy(not sure who he was)starting crawling on the floor toward each other.to hang-on to each other so we wouldnt fall off.all the people in the house we're dressed in white.like white shorts and white tee-shirt.i say that means its a spiritual dream. after few minutes(seem like hours) the fast movement stopped.it felt like one of those amusement park rides goes around and around so fast that one dont know which end is up. we we're all so scared in the dream.there's no earth shaking in the dream just going around fast..i dont know if this mean the magnetic poles being realigned and balanced and us with it...not sure.all i can say this was an eye-opening dream..mabey its a premonition but all i can say Hang onto your hats and get ready for a wild ride!! i get goose-bumps writing this dream.its comes from my inner core..wanted to share this dream as i feel it has much-importance..

i havent been blogging much lately just been in a stalemate mood not sure if has anything to do with all the changing energies out there or not..im sure it will pass soon..

i wish us all good luck on 11-11-11 those numbers cause a tingle of excitement in me for some reason...

takecare! the holiday coming up soon so i wont be back blogging until jan2012 (awe!! that has a ring to it)
want to wish everyone Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!!! many blessing marylen

native american quotes:"when the earth is sick,the animals will begin to disappear.when that happens.the warriors of the rainbow will save them."chief seattle

"one does not sell the land people walk on".crazy horse

"after ascension process a person can live 150yrs or longer if they choose".aluna joy yaxkin

in the past several yrs.i have kept alot of notes,so i will remember all the things i went through.with my fatigue being so bad i couldn't do very much except write notes and walk in nature,but it was a time of contemplation for me.a time to reconnect with self as i did much soul-searching..i was looking for many answer's.i spent most of my time pretty-much in isolation or should i say being a hermit as my sister calls me.i have found back through my notes alot of poetry.i never knew how to write poetry in my life but past few yrs i truly lived from my heart based thinking!! so here a small sample of one of my writings:

I have discovered the Divine Gold within.it came with a price bought and paid for by life's hard work.
what seems mudane is shaping and proding the divine gold within.
we all have to bend and be molded.strife and structure,it all goes into the clay.
then comes the pain,struggles,stinkin attitudes goes into the clay as well.
all blended and blended and over time...Volaire!!
we're polished and shiny creatures of the most high.
Our Gold shines through!!!

"dont do what your taught to do.do what you love to do".david foster


i have really been feeling lousy lately.i have developed tenditis in my shoulder and and bottom of my left heel.so much soreness in back of my neck and mid-back as well.i feel like a mess.probably something to do with so many solar-storms hitting this planet...enough already !!

one more quote and im signing off for now."if you cant find christmas in your heart.you cant find it under the tree". beliefnet.com


many blessings love marylen

"the truth is within you.you dont have to join anything or follow anyone to find it.its the same with God." pointsofpower.com.au also "change always leads to something greater.no exceptions."

"you're the caterpillar about to become more than you already are".crystalinks.com/butterfly

i found in my notes interesting paragraph from deepak chopra book spontaneous filfullment of desire. In our time here on earth the individual-soul wont be filfilled unless it complete's its mythical quest which we can think of as the grand plan around which our destiny's are organized.every human being there's an overaching theme a template for heroic living a God or Goddess in embryo that yearns to be born.thats who we were meant to be.out of that is born love and compassion.out of that comes fulfillment and completion.

i havent blogged in awhile.my system's revved up lately.having bad headache's im sure its because of the solar storm.all the CME's coming toward earth.its affects my nervous system and causes me to be highly tempermental.are we ever going to get relief from these CME's ? i havent been able to do anything lately because i feel like a neon flashing lite and sleeping at night well thats history..im awake half the night every night.

"watch the sky.earth will be having birth pains".the bible
seems change is upon us.

i read someplace recently that the Great Purification started in oct2007 and will end oct2014.for me it started around 1999-2000 timeline. mabey the second wave started in 2007 but for many of us we started the cleansing process way before that.

"this cycle of destruction and creation has happened before and its about to happen again". osfa.org.uk also each of us has a different path which we are to find our own !!

we are all going thru-a snake like process of shedding our old skin-so we can have a brand-new rebirth!!

we just have to let-go and trust the process.i go with my inner guidance system..let-go of the struggle and go with the flow..

"inside myself is a place where i live all alone and thats where you renew your spring that never dry's up".pearl s.buck


stay in love and kindness!! many blessings marylen

"the inhabitants of this earth do not find themselves at the same degree of evolution.the new wave will be felt by each one of us and this transformation will not only touch the earth but the ensemble of the entire cosmos". peter deunov 1944 prophecy

someone ask Buddha,what did you do before enlightenment? he replied "chop wood and carry water". what did you do after enlightenment? he replied "chop wood and carry water". to me this was so funny wanted to write it down LOL

i found some interesting things on crystalinks.com about white buffalo!!
white symbolizes moving into higher frequency of light and consciousness.white buffalo is such a phenomenon because they're so rare!
to the native americans the birth of a white buffalo is a symbol of rebirth and world harmony! my God we sure could use some world harmony at the moment..seems this whole world in state of chaos!! in my opinion.

also found this page59 in barbara marciniak book.family of light very interesting. earth magnetic field is becoming weaker;physical and mental structures are not held in place in the same way.when the magnetic field weaken,chaos occurs.

in a dream i had (very brief) 3-4weeks ago.i seen me getting back up out of bed.for the last 10yrs i kept a bed on sofa and bed in my bedroom going all the time as i rested alot.i felt deep within i had to stay in the restful position as i was always exhausted.so in the dream i seen me getting up and completely out of bed the final time to get back into life..i took a time out that lasted far longer than i ever anticipated.. that was quiet a process that i and im sure many others endured.i noticed getting back out in the world that communicating with people,its very different now.people are so touchy!they go off like a short fuse!! i guess going thru-this transition made us all alittle hypersensitive..the old way will never work now as we're in the heart-soul base thinking.
we attract people with the same frequency.. i think back over last 10yrs and said "God what did i just go through"? as i look back seems like a dream like state that is fading..we're all in the process of soul-expansion and i know from my prespective this was very difficult to get through but we made it !!!!!!!!

"put your ear down close to your soul and listen hard".anne sexton

i love to quote and i know i say that all the time but its true LOL

"too many people miss out on the silver lining because they're expecting gold".maurice selter

i say this all the time "going thru-this process of soul expansion caused me to be very humble and appreciative of life.nature seems so much more beautiful now than ever before..also very happy i got thru-this process in one piece..thought God was going to kill me by scrubbing me to death LOL

lots of love and many blessings too!! love marylen

"we must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned so as to have the life that is awaiting us.the old skin has to be shed before the new one is to come".joseph campbell

"carlos barrios,from the eagle clan of the maya of guatemala.shares in regard to 2012:the world will not END.it will be transformed.everything will change.change is accelerating now and it will continue to accelerate.if the people of the earth can get to this 2012 date in good shape without having destroyed to much of the earth we will rise to a new higher level.

i'm looking thru-my notes of many yrs to get a topic i like to write about or should say what im passionate about and i didnt find a topic but my pen just seem to take-off on its own.what im passionate about about is spiritual growth.it comes from within.you can't get it from a church its already within you!! it comes from connecting to your inner source and not the outside world.i spent 56yrs of my life feeling empty inside like something was missing and i kept searching for fulfillment to fill up my void. i did do all things that i wanted to do,like have nice car and nice house and i always love to dress nice.i worked at big chain dept.store so i always had nice clothes for less.all that back then was very important to me but something was still missing.getting those goose bumps again writing this.LOL i did leave the outside world (i just step off into the unknown)i must have have inner-guidance to do this..i was scared to death and thought i lost my mind LOL.

i went to my inside world(all the magic lies there). my sister called me a hermit but i dont regret it at all now.i no longer have the emptyness and the void.its all filled.im more emotional now.back then my daughter said i had no feelings and now im hypersensitive. going thru-all this was a big transition for me because i had to leave my entire 56yrs of who i was "behind".was a big wake-up call for me.i left my friends and most of my family behind to enter "quietude".after a decade it finally finished.my cleasing process complete.i thought God was going to scrub me to death..LOL

i read someplace that it takes 12.8yrs to complete the process that i and so many others went through but its all worth it in the end.we have spiritual freedom.....AWE sigh of relief..

"the 4th world shall end soon and the 5th world will begin.this the elders everywhere know.the signs over many years have been fulfilled and so few are left".hopi prophecy

i was reading mike quinsey/salusa from sirius and i was awe-struck by what i was reading in an awesome way!!
you will have a number of new concepts to get use to in due course.bear in mind that in your new bodies you will not experience the frailties you do on earth and if ever in need of healingwill receive sound,light and color.therefore,medicine and drugs that are used now will have no place or be necessary.

always be in gratitude and love!! many blessing..marylen