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Thursday, July 30, 2009

my cosmic process finally over only took about 10yrs

Quote:Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over he became a"Butterfly".anonymous
in a dream couple days ago showed me that my process i went thru- with all the ascension symptoms are over..took forever it seems the dream or nightmare which ever you want to call it.i was at get-together with friends and i left looking for freeway to get back home when i hit the freeway ramp(it was in a circle)to fast and i went flying over it into the abyss and i seen nothing and next thing i felt was sensation of peace. i take it the dream was symbolic.meant my old self was gone and there was peace.spiritual freedom...i have cried and cried since that dream of couple days ago.i cried so much because that long process of being sick with symptoms and chronic fatigue and irritable bowel syn.dizzyness and at times very severe.finally will let my butterfly wings dry! i need much needed rest as i had insomnia the whole just going to bask in nothingness and just be for next few months and let the universe carry me...i already had 2careers in my life and working for the universe past few yrs makes it 3 and im very tired...sending everyone love and light..marylen
Quote: another quote LOL "the worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself".mark twain

Sunday, July 5, 2009

were all in the same boat we just have different paddles!

i havent been blogging lately and nothing really going on.its quiet except for my pc froze and crashed yesterday on 4th of july.that was little upsetting! just have felt out of sorts lately as they say.i guess it's part of the ascension process. i have learned to just take it a day at time and that seems to work well for me.i spent most my life living and planning for the future. now im happy just looking up at the star's and walking in nature and also watching little animals at play.i have learned alot from nature. animals just pure energy.they just do what what they do look for food.they're content.
i have learned to listen to my heart and inner voice of God and follow my inner for me. until next time takecare and many blessings!!
if you seek happiness look inside your heart for answers. works everytime.marylen