"You're learning to trust. TRUST:to rely upon spirit totally". pointsofpower.com.au
spirit is never to late....before ye call i have answered.
these are things i have felt in my downtime and usure at the time what was happening.it took me years of reading and exploring to figure out what i was going through:i dont feel like myself.i feel different.sometimes i feel all alone like God has abandoned me.i felt like no one cared.sometimes i just dont understand other people.they're so insensitive.sometimes i felt betrayed and lost and no goal's on the agenda..i would cry for no reason. all this had a reason but didnt truly understand at the time.these we're inner workings and clearing's and i was being transformed !!
"welcome to transformation" we're not who we think we are..i had to just let go and trust the process!! on the path of spiritual awakening things are not always as they seem.
in 2001 i just stepped off into the unknown.i was scared to death but i knew life couldn't go on the way it was.i was at a crossroads and unsure which way to go.i felt i had completed what i had come here to do.i had a fullness from the material world and it was inner timeclock saying its time for inner world,so i closed my eyes and just trusted that i would grow wings as i stepped into the unknown....here i am today writing about all the inner changes that took place and im learning to smile and dance again..LOL today i have much wisdom from my experiences and my heart's full and overflowing with love of self and love for all life.
what's close to my heart in sharing my happiness is like a buffet of joy!!
"get out your own way and stay there". so spirit can do the guiding..
was reading a newsletter from james tyberonn here goes few sentences which thought was interesting!! next 2yrs. 2011-2012 the love of power will begin to be displaced by the power of love.its already in motion.the transformation occurs on heart at a time inside each of you".jan2011
here's one my favorite verses in the bible. 1corinthians 15:51-52 i show you a mystery "we shall all be changed in a moment in a twinkling of an eye".
i know something big is on the horizon because i can feel the excitment of it..thank God i have learned to feel again LOL.. we're going back to full consciousness (more God like) 2012-2013 will be the line of demarcation.a new cycle of life(heart based)will commence..
"the universe is one vast symbol of God".thomas carlyle
"rise to a new,higher level but to get there we must transform in a different way.material structures will change from this we will have the opportunity to be more human". 13moon.com
want to say Happy New Year everyone!! hope 2011 be be less bumpy than last few yrs. a buffet of love to all of you..marylen
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Monday, November 8, 2010
"all the doors that lead inward to the sacred peace of the most high are doors outwards-out of self.out of smallness.out of wrong".George mcDonald
Cosmic wisdom is encoded in your DNA and cells !!
Go Cosmic and get out of your own way so spirit can flow easily and effortlessly.spirit will do all the work if you rid yourselfof all emotional stuff from the past,spirit will do the rest."do your best and leave the rest to God".took me long time but have learn to just be! im content now after all those years of just spinning my tires and going nowhere fast.(there's a peace of God that surpasses all understanding) finally found that peace and loving it LOL.
its all the sweet,simple things in life that makes life worthwhile.I try to keep my head from the outside world of illusion and keep it on the inside world. there where all the magic lies.its our connection to the most high.all the meaning of life lies in the inside world and thru-our clean slate of emotions.i spent so many yrs felt like i was up against a dark wall and couldn't find the door.it was a dark time in my life.im sure i could label it the "dark night of the soul" seems so appropriate to call it that.i use to ask all the time "God what am i going thru-kept getting same answer"cleansing".that took many yrs.... i told my sister"i have been processed".lol
what im getting at all this increases our frequency and when we do that(i know it takes yrs) but nothing happens in a minute.when we change our frequency everything changes.nothing can remain the same one we increase of frequency.our thought patterns change.i have become so hper-sensitive that everything effects me now on a deep level.....when we change our frequency all our stuff(houses,clothes,cars,boats,electric devices) are not going to matter anymore.this is how humans define themselves by the stuff they own.those things will be of no impotance anymore.
i simplified my life and so much nicer and stressfree(almost)LOL
earth's changing therefore humans are too! we must respect and honor earth therefore our lives will be much sweeter and less complicated.i look forward with all my heart to the shift into 2012.will be wonderful time to be on earth !!
creating a tide of change that will lead us to our next shoreline.anytime we can begin anew!!
what to update:been practing the "filter method" from steve rother theory and its seems to help alot.i surround myself with the filter each morn when i get up..helps alot with the anxiety.
this last blog until after the holidays.thanksgiving around the corner and then xmas so will be busy for awhile. want to wish everyone Happy Holidays and see you jan2011 until then keep smiling and many blessings too!! love marylen
Go Cosmic and get out of your own way so spirit can flow easily and effortlessly.spirit will do all the work if you rid yourselfof all emotional stuff from the past,spirit will do the rest."do your best and leave the rest to God".took me long time but have learn to just be! im content now after all those years of just spinning my tires and going nowhere fast.(there's a peace of God that surpasses all understanding) finally found that peace and loving it LOL.
its all the sweet,simple things in life that makes life worthwhile.I try to keep my head from the outside world of illusion and keep it on the inside world. there where all the magic lies.its our connection to the most high.all the meaning of life lies in the inside world and thru-our clean slate of emotions.i spent so many yrs felt like i was up against a dark wall and couldn't find the door.it was a dark time in my life.im sure i could label it the "dark night of the soul" seems so appropriate to call it that.i use to ask all the time "God what am i going thru-kept getting same answer"cleansing".that took many yrs.... i told my sister"i have been processed".lol
what im getting at all this increases our frequency and when we do that(i know it takes yrs) but nothing happens in a minute.when we change our frequency everything changes.nothing can remain the same one we increase of frequency.our thought patterns change.i have become so hper-sensitive that everything effects me now on a deep level.....when we change our frequency all our stuff(houses,clothes,cars,boats,electric devices) are not going to matter anymore.this is how humans define themselves by the stuff they own.those things will be of no impotance anymore.
i simplified my life and so much nicer and stressfree(almost)LOL
earth's changing therefore humans are too! we must respect and honor earth therefore our lives will be much sweeter and less complicated.i look forward with all my heart to the shift into 2012.will be wonderful time to be on earth !!
creating a tide of change that will lead us to our next shoreline.anytime we can begin anew!!
what to update:been practing the "filter method" from steve rother theory and its seems to help alot.i surround myself with the filter each morn when i get up..helps alot with the anxiety.
this last blog until after the holidays.thanksgiving around the corner and then xmas so will be busy for awhile. want to wish everyone Happy Holidays and see you jan2011 until then keep smiling and many blessings too!! love marylen
Friday, October 1, 2010
"in every painful situation is concealed a deeper good and within every disaster is contained the Seed of Grace".eckhart tolle
"you're never wrong when something feels right(its your intuition)".
last week i rec'd another enerydownload.in my nervous system and it lite me up like a Neon Flashing Sign.i wasnt sure i could keep on getting these downloads as they are so intense.this download threw my emotions out into space so to speak.i cried and i couldnt sleep kept waking up with intense anxiety and caused my irritable bowel to go into overdrive.im searching for answers on all these shifts and changes myself. what i have come up with from all i've read and using my intuition.. this is the Great purification spoken by the hopi indians and also the cherokee.in the end times earth will have birth pains.(the bible)
"solitude is the place of purification".martin burber
i have been going through this cleasing process since about yr.2000 its still not getting any easier for me.although i still try to remain in quiet mode and surrender to it.seems easier that way.(i told God i want to rewrite my pre-life contract because i wrote it way to hard) but guess there's no going back now only forward.a song keeps coming to mind by alison krauss"been to the mountain left my tracks in the snow and i've taken the pain no girl should in endure".
"as the soul ceases to be"self-regarding"in its activities,it becomes "God-regarding".edward leen
i rec'd sept2010 channeling from steve rother lightworker.com and im going to keep practicing light grounding to help me with these intense downloads into my nervous system.says"Envision that you have a filter around you to protect you from the magnetic shifting".the ground is shifting beneath your feet.magnetic radiation will hit humans emotionally when a solar flare erupts.CME (coronal mass ejection)every 12yrs the sun goes through another cycle(sun is helping earth to change).i thought this article was very informative and im going to keep practicing with the filter theory !!
when you heal earth you heal yourself !!
our main reason for being on earth at this time is to help earth raise its vibration and in the process we raise our own.i know going through all these changes along with earth i have become Hypersensitive.very unlike me usually just the opposite.i put this stuff out there for others.i wish i would have known way back what i was going through.it became a maze and i had great difficulty trying to find my way but i have made it finally.i do like writing its a form of creative expression for me and hopefully help others with it !!
"the reason why many are still troubled-still seeking-still making little forward progress is because they haven't come to the end of themselves.we're still trying to give order's and interferring with God's work within us".aiden wilson 1897-1963
enough writing for today!! keep smiling and many blessings!! love marylen
last week i rec'd another enerydownload.in my nervous system and it lite me up like a Neon Flashing Sign.i wasnt sure i could keep on getting these downloads as they are so intense.this download threw my emotions out into space so to speak.i cried and i couldnt sleep kept waking up with intense anxiety and caused my irritable bowel to go into overdrive.im searching for answers on all these shifts and changes myself. what i have come up with from all i've read and using my intuition.. this is the Great purification spoken by the hopi indians and also the cherokee.in the end times earth will have birth pains.(the bible)
"solitude is the place of purification".martin burber
i have been going through this cleasing process since about yr.2000 its still not getting any easier for me.although i still try to remain in quiet mode and surrender to it.seems easier that way.(i told God i want to rewrite my pre-life contract because i wrote it way to hard) but guess there's no going back now only forward.a song keeps coming to mind by alison krauss"been to the mountain left my tracks in the snow and i've taken the pain no girl should in endure".
"as the soul ceases to be"self-regarding"in its activities,it becomes "God-regarding".edward leen
i rec'd sept2010 channeling from steve rother lightworker.com and im going to keep practicing light grounding to help me with these intense downloads into my nervous system.says"Envision that you have a filter around you to protect you from the magnetic shifting".the ground is shifting beneath your feet.magnetic radiation will hit humans emotionally when a solar flare erupts.CME (coronal mass ejection)every 12yrs the sun goes through another cycle(sun is helping earth to change).i thought this article was very informative and im going to keep practicing with the filter theory !!
when you heal earth you heal yourself !!
our main reason for being on earth at this time is to help earth raise its vibration and in the process we raise our own.i know going through all these changes along with earth i have become Hypersensitive.very unlike me usually just the opposite.i put this stuff out there for others.i wish i would have known way back what i was going through.it became a maze and i had great difficulty trying to find my way but i have made it finally.i do like writing its a form of creative expression for me and hopefully help others with it !!
"the reason why many are still troubled-still seeking-still making little forward progress is because they haven't come to the end of themselves.we're still trying to give order's and interferring with God's work within us".aiden wilson 1897-1963
enough writing for today!! keep smiling and many blessings!! love marylen
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
"people are starving all over the world but this country is starving spiritually".mother theresa
I never cease to be amazed at the myriad ways you speak to me,words from a book,lyrics of a song.a note from a friend,the rustle of the wind blown leaves on the lawn.renaissance unity
if we listen to our own inner guidance system it will lead the way for us because it comes from a higher order.just trust it. its not things and stuff that makes us human's happy its our deepest emotions that are connected to the most high.I appreciate all life's wonder's. all the little things are important to me.
my inner shaman(healing)wants to come out.i spent number of yrs.emptying myself of old worn out thought patterns and shedding my old-skin like a snake.then life can turn and renew itself. just trust the process!!
"you're inner-self is your soul,the part of you which lives forever.the part of you that's always there to help,guide and protect you.within the inner soul burn's the flame which connects you to the entire cosmos of creation".owen waters
aug2010 in the middle of the night i could hear intense buzzing in my ear's.was really loud ! it was a download into my nervous system causing my neck to be sore,also caused high emotion and anxiety.when i get this it lasts for days i went into a fog and i have trouble concentrating.i ran around for several days with this anxiety mode and in middle of the for many night this anxiety just would'nt go away.i know i have to decipher these emotions but haven't foot-hole on them.i do have inner peace within but these episode's just floor me because i cant as of yet figure them out.still working on that. i was always a person of high-energy and enthusiam but going through this process to carry more light has in a good-way caused me to be low-key and quiet.(which not like me)LOL.
"you have to hush the heart and bid all your senses be still before you can attuned to receive heaven's music".daily meditation
"God brings men into deep waters not to drown them,but to cleanse them".aughey
"if you make friends with yourself,you'll never have to be alone".maxwell maltz
not alot to write about lately.its been quiet all through the holiday just passed.i do my best to stay away from stressful situations out there in the world.i cannot take stress in my life anymore or anxiety.i do alot of reading and try to absorp all i read..and do my best to stay in a quiet non-drama mode. i havent had any collective dreams lately,will put them out there as soon as i do!!!
keep smiling and keep love in your heart !! love marylen
if we listen to our own inner guidance system it will lead the way for us because it comes from a higher order.just trust it. its not things and stuff that makes us human's happy its our deepest emotions that are connected to the most high.I appreciate all life's wonder's. all the little things are important to me.
my inner shaman(healing)wants to come out.i spent number of yrs.emptying myself of old worn out thought patterns and shedding my old-skin like a snake.then life can turn and renew itself. just trust the process!!
"you're inner-self is your soul,the part of you which lives forever.the part of you that's always there to help,guide and protect you.within the inner soul burn's the flame which connects you to the entire cosmos of creation".owen waters
aug2010 in the middle of the night i could hear intense buzzing in my ear's.was really loud ! it was a download into my nervous system causing my neck to be sore,also caused high emotion and anxiety.when i get this it lasts for days i went into a fog and i have trouble concentrating.i ran around for several days with this anxiety mode and in middle of the for many night this anxiety just would'nt go away.i know i have to decipher these emotions but haven't foot-hole on them.i do have inner peace within but these episode's just floor me because i cant as of yet figure them out.still working on that. i was always a person of high-energy and enthusiam but going through this process to carry more light has in a good-way caused me to be low-key and quiet.(which not like me)LOL.
"you have to hush the heart and bid all your senses be still before you can attuned to receive heaven's music".daily meditation
"God brings men into deep waters not to drown them,but to cleanse them".aughey
"if you make friends with yourself,you'll never have to be alone".maxwell maltz
not alot to write about lately.its been quiet all through the holiday just passed.i do my best to stay away from stressful situations out there in the world.i cannot take stress in my life anymore or anxiety.i do alot of reading and try to absorp all i read..and do my best to stay in a quiet non-drama mode. i havent had any collective dreams lately,will put them out there as soon as i do!!!
keep smiling and keep love in your heart !! love marylen
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
"if you want the universe to send you a sign tell it that you are ready and willing to accept its guidance." Daily Om
"if i rest i rust" martin luther
I do walk in faith.i cant see faith but nevertheless its there.one cant see gamma rays,microwaves,xray,radio waves and so on but they're there.
I left the outside whirl and waited years for the seed inside me to awaken and i feel like a new fledling ready to flap my little wings.along with millions of other that went and going through the same process.
psalm 91:11 I give my angels charge over thee to keep thee in all thy ways.king james bible
this is my new life now and i feel fulfilled in my heart-emotions.i spent 56yrs of my life living the material world.(the american dream).material things are short lived.. we come into this world with big V for void and we fill it with stuff.new cars and houses lots clothes,boats and so on thinking that it will makes us happy.thank God thru-all my endeavors.. i finally came to my senses !!
we're suffering spiritually because happiness comes through the heart..as i got older i started pour over my life and make many changes..emotionally i feel wonderful.i feel like i have made it.was a tough climb but here i am.i use to say back in the 80's "i feel like i have climbed a mountain backward". LOL ( didnt know what a mountain of self was back then.just knew inside that was the way i felt.)
never realizing that there was a spiritual world and all i had to do to access it was to go within.there i feel no restrictions and or limitations.there's where freedom lies.the reason i put this stuff out there for other's.i felt hopeless for so long and now im coming into my own. this things i went thru-a process to get where im at now.im getting goose-bumps talking straight from the heart.when you live thru-the heart of love you activate the love frequency (a feeling). im retired now but i promised God i would put this stuff out there for others.there goes the goose-bumps again LOL.
while i was down for almost 10yrs used my time constructively.have 4-5 thousand notes i have kept.someday will put it into a book.
i just want to add that i now listen to my own guidance system comes from spirit also my writing come through my experiences in life..might add i certainly have been thru-alot.there goes the goose bumps again LOL. i havent channeled any messages yet but hope to.last 10 yrs most spent on my own healing as i thought for sure i was going to die.as my immune system went down because of the c.fatigue syn. but miraclously i made it back...stronger !!
want to Quote:White Eagle "say little,love much,judge no-one.give everything away and keep on keepin on".
also want to Quote:albert einstein"out of clutter,find simplicity from discord,find harmony.in the middle of difficulty lies opportunity".
keep smiling and keep love in your heart..love marylen
I do walk in faith.i cant see faith but nevertheless its there.one cant see gamma rays,microwaves,xray,radio waves and so on but they're there.
I left the outside whirl and waited years for the seed inside me to awaken and i feel like a new fledling ready to flap my little wings.along with millions of other that went and going through the same process.
psalm 91:11 I give my angels charge over thee to keep thee in all thy ways.king james bible
this is my new life now and i feel fulfilled in my heart-emotions.i spent 56yrs of my life living the material world.(the american dream).material things are short lived.. we come into this world with big V for void and we fill it with stuff.new cars and houses lots clothes,boats and so on thinking that it will makes us happy.thank God thru-all my endeavors.. i finally came to my senses !!
we're suffering spiritually because happiness comes through the heart..as i got older i started pour over my life and make many changes..emotionally i feel wonderful.i feel like i have made it.was a tough climb but here i am.i use to say back in the 80's "i feel like i have climbed a mountain backward". LOL ( didnt know what a mountain of self was back then.just knew inside that was the way i felt.)
never realizing that there was a spiritual world and all i had to do to access it was to go within.there i feel no restrictions and or limitations.there's where freedom lies.the reason i put this stuff out there for other's.i felt hopeless for so long and now im coming into my own. this things i went thru-a process to get where im at now.im getting goose-bumps talking straight from the heart.when you live thru-the heart of love you activate the love frequency (a feeling). im retired now but i promised God i would put this stuff out there for others.there goes the goose-bumps again LOL.
while i was down for almost 10yrs used my time constructively.have 4-5 thousand notes i have kept.someday will put it into a book.
i just want to add that i now listen to my own guidance system comes from spirit also my writing come through my experiences in life..might add i certainly have been thru-alot.there goes the goose bumps again LOL. i havent channeled any messages yet but hope to.last 10 yrs most spent on my own healing as i thought for sure i was going to die.as my immune system went down because of the c.fatigue syn. but miraclously i made it back...stronger !!
want to Quote:White Eagle "say little,love much,judge no-one.give everything away and keep on keepin on".
also want to Quote:albert einstein"out of clutter,find simplicity from discord,find harmony.in the middle of difficulty lies opportunity".
keep smiling and keep love in your heart..love marylen
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Thru-solitary seeking and introspection,will come inner meaning !!
"true intelligence operates silently.stillness is where creativity and solutions to problems are found".eckhart tolle
one of my emails from yesterday says:UPDATE:Solar eclipse complete.earthquakes will follow..Earth changes media
solar eclipse came and went didnt notice any differnce except alittle inner nervousness but guess only time will tell.
i do watch the skies for signs of end times like it says in bible (prophecies of armageddon will seem to be coming to fulfillment)mike quinsey
Im looking forward to 2012 where we drop the old ways of doing things and we rise up into higher dimension,where love will prevail "so above so below".
i believe the end times mean end of the 3rd dimension consciousness way of thinking.we will be going into higher consciousness or full consciousness(means more God like)
i get alot of info from dreams which i have many dream journals and some the dreams are a collective means all> one dream about a year ago showed me that masses of people were waiting on 3-lane highway in their vehicles and they were all merging into one lane..was like a road block they were waiting to go..this was a collective dream they were waiting for the spiritual green lite...spritual freedom. the dream was so awesome!!
this is a dream from early this morn and i wrote it down right away so i dont forget it.(july15-10)this is a collective dream from the masses: i seen alot of vehicles on the road and some were off to the side of the road broke down.one vehicle was trying to get his car started over and over he tried.car and vehicle represent mankind)his body just wouldnt start and another car had his wheels turn to get over on the shoulder of the road.this dream represents the next wave of the masses and i was following in my vehicle behind trying to direct and help repair their vehicle.i have been dreaming in symbols for quiet some time now.i feel i need to put this stuff out there because its about others as well.my body or vehicle started stalling about yr.2000 and by 2001 i felt like it no longer start.i had to leave the outsie world and go within but that what its all about anyway.our connection to source !!
i believe 2012 will usher in spirtual freedom and the old ways will fall-away. new ways of thinking and acting will prevail.
life's short and precious and i dont want to waste any of it and going to spend rest of my life doing what i enjoy.spent most my life working and living in stress.never knew there was any other way... now i know finally !!
only thing i desire from this day forward is a simple life rooted firmly in nature. this my Quote:
also believe if your honest with yourself you are honest with the world !!
i believe walking in nature is my direct connection with God !!
i believe best things in life are free like a good cup of coffee and a good friendship.who could ask for anything more..my quote
i believe its in my best interest to stay in rapport with source.there i find much guidance and love !!
enough writing for today keep smiling and keep love in your heart...!! love marylen
one of my emails from yesterday says:UPDATE:Solar eclipse complete.earthquakes will follow..Earth changes media
solar eclipse came and went didnt notice any differnce except alittle inner nervousness but guess only time will tell.
i do watch the skies for signs of end times like it says in bible (prophecies of armageddon will seem to be coming to fulfillment)mike quinsey
Im looking forward to 2012 where we drop the old ways of doing things and we rise up into higher dimension,where love will prevail "so above so below".
i believe the end times mean end of the 3rd dimension consciousness way of thinking.we will be going into higher consciousness or full consciousness(means more God like)
i get alot of info from dreams which i have many dream journals and some the dreams are a collective means all> one dream about a year ago showed me that masses of people were waiting on 3-lane highway in their vehicles and they were all merging into one lane..was like a road block they were waiting to go..this was a collective dream they were waiting for the spiritual green lite...spritual freedom. the dream was so awesome!!
this is a dream from early this morn and i wrote it down right away so i dont forget it.(july15-10)this is a collective dream from the masses: i seen alot of vehicles on the road and some were off to the side of the road broke down.one vehicle was trying to get his car started over and over he tried.car and vehicle represent mankind)his body just wouldnt start and another car had his wheels turn to get over on the shoulder of the road.this dream represents the next wave of the masses and i was following in my vehicle behind trying to direct and help repair their vehicle.i have been dreaming in symbols for quiet some time now.i feel i need to put this stuff out there because its about others as well.my body or vehicle started stalling about yr.2000 and by 2001 i felt like it no longer start.i had to leave the outsie world and go within but that what its all about anyway.our connection to source !!
i believe 2012 will usher in spirtual freedom and the old ways will fall-away. new ways of thinking and acting will prevail.
life's short and precious and i dont want to waste any of it and going to spend rest of my life doing what i enjoy.spent most my life working and living in stress.never knew there was any other way... now i know finally !!
only thing i desire from this day forward is a simple life rooted firmly in nature. this my Quote:
also believe if your honest with yourself you are honest with the world !!
i believe walking in nature is my direct connection with God !!
i believe best things in life are free like a good cup of coffee and a good friendship.who could ask for anything more..my quote
i believe its in my best interest to stay in rapport with source.there i find much guidance and love !!
enough writing for today keep smiling and keep love in your heart...!! love marylen
Sunday, June 13, 2010
"the quieter you become the more you can hear". Ram Das
"look within.the secret is inside".Hui-neg
not much going on these days in fact its really quiet.everything around me seems to be at standstill and im not sure if thats good or bad !! i have this morn been going thru-alot of notes that i have wrote since i have had this fatigue. i cannot believe all the deep(heart deep material)i have wrote.i spent most my life in carnal based thinking.my thinking at the time.thought that was the way life was suppose to be...BOY was i wrong!! i was on my knee's at 56yrs and i couldn't get up.i was so broken from life's pitfalls and negative circumstances that i had no control over.so..............
i left it all behind.got rid of everything and kept the bare minimum to live on.gave away most my clothes as they reminded me of my job i quit of 20yrs and most my furniture and i never looked back just kept truckin !!
to pursue something deeper.my spiritual growth or should i say unfolding of the soul and im certainly not sorry i chose that path.now im guided by my soul and ready for the next step in evolution.
i drive backward with devine guidance.i had this dream aleast 2 times about driving my car(vehicle) in reverse.in one dream i thought you know if i turn my car around the right way i can go faster.takes much longer to get there driving backward. i think the dream means there's no short-cuts.just devine guidance and trusting without looking!! hooooooray figured that dream out.LOL
quote:vb brown "when you're reluctant to change,think of the beauty of autumn".
MY Quietude "ROCKS" lol
i feel i have grown so much in past few yrs.its truly a good feeling and i want to write you a poem i wrote several yrs back.my kids probably laugh because i never had in poetry in me LOL
here goes:
poetry i wrote in 2006
My soul has set me free to be the person i was intended to be!
you are creative and rightly so.
you're impurties have been pounded out-anger-dishonesty-unloyalty.they have all been purged.
now you represent me,nice and shiny and renewed.
i now stand before god to claim my kingdom that was intended for me,because you see God has set me free to be the devine person i was intended to be.....
the void in my life has been filled with the beautiful ,awesome spirit of the kingdom !! the end
"your lantern must first be lit before you start swinging".
next week june 21st summer solstice mabey have more news by then.like i said really quiet at the moment except for the all the daily catastrophe's in the news.all those news stories are heartbreaking and i sure can feel for all those people. God bless'em !!
keep love in your heart and keep smiling always love marylen
not much going on these days in fact its really quiet.everything around me seems to be at standstill and im not sure if thats good or bad !! i have this morn been going thru-alot of notes that i have wrote since i have had this fatigue. i cannot believe all the deep(heart deep material)i have wrote.i spent most my life in carnal based thinking.my thinking at the time.thought that was the way life was suppose to be...BOY was i wrong!! i was on my knee's at 56yrs and i couldn't get up.i was so broken from life's pitfalls and negative circumstances that i had no control over.so..............
i left it all behind.got rid of everything and kept the bare minimum to live on.gave away most my clothes as they reminded me of my job i quit of 20yrs and most my furniture and i never looked back just kept truckin !!
to pursue something deeper.my spiritual growth or should i say unfolding of the soul and im certainly not sorry i chose that path.now im guided by my soul and ready for the next step in evolution.
i drive backward with devine guidance.i had this dream aleast 2 times about driving my car(vehicle) in reverse.in one dream i thought you know if i turn my car around the right way i can go faster.takes much longer to get there driving backward. i think the dream means there's no short-cuts.just devine guidance and trusting without looking!! hooooooray figured that dream out.LOL
quote:vb brown "when you're reluctant to change,think of the beauty of autumn".
MY Quietude "ROCKS" lol
i feel i have grown so much in past few yrs.its truly a good feeling and i want to write you a poem i wrote several yrs back.my kids probably laugh because i never had in poetry in me LOL
here goes:
poetry i wrote in 2006
My soul has set me free to be the person i was intended to be!
you are creative and rightly so.
you're impurties have been pounded out-anger-dishonesty-unloyalty.they have all been purged.
now you represent me,nice and shiny and renewed.
i now stand before god to claim my kingdom that was intended for me,because you see God has set me free to be the devine person i was intended to be.....
the void in my life has been filled with the beautiful ,awesome spirit of the kingdom !! the end
"your lantern must first be lit before you start swinging".
next week june 21st summer solstice mabey have more news by then.like i said really quiet at the moment except for the all the daily catastrophe's in the news.all those news stories are heartbreaking and i sure can feel for all those people. God bless'em !!
keep love in your heart and keep smiling always love marylen
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