that which you seek already within you!! (not sure where i found this quote !)

i.m still reeling from those 2 last eclipses.they shook me to my core.i was so dizzy and nauseous and this lasted few days.my sister called me to tell me she felt funny and had to lay down.i know im very sensitive to the goings on in the cosmo's.from what i have been reading eclipses are electromagnetic shifts and affects everything on earth even the earthquake in Haiti.all our hearts around the world opened up to those people.all the out pouring compassion and assistance from around the world came pouring in.... pronto!!

next 3yrs going to be unpredictable with all the earth changes.was a show on history channel how the earth was made that says,the earth goes into a wobble every 20thousand yrs or so and the earth leans on its axis. that causes all kinds of earth changes now taking place....Hold onto your Hats.LOL earth and all her inhabitants have to adapt to all the new changes.

im actually wondering if what i have been going through with this c.fatigue syn.tired all the time is the LULL thats talk about in the bible.its suppose to come before the awakening. 2012 starts a new cycle.hope i will be awake by then lol.

also want to quote 1 corinthians 15:51-52 behold i shew you a mystery.you shall not all sleep but you shall be changed in a moment in a twinkling of an eye at the last trump for the trumpet shall sound and the dead shall raise and we shall all be changed.

also want to tell you what i heard from higher guidance and higher wisdom yesterday morn.sunday am when i was just waking up..."lend an ear to the voice of your heart". listen intently...thats all i heard upon waking...i guess i better pay more attention to dreams and waking state of being..


Quote:mark twain "always do right it will satisfy some people and astonish the rest".

love and light to all of you and many blessings too!! marylen

Quote:Buddha"if we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change".

Happy New Year everyone!!

I have been basking in quietude after the holiday chaos.just been (a sigh of relief)everything back to normal.the phone hasn't even be ringing since christmas thats a major plus.always get alot of telemarketer calls mabey they're taking a long derserved rest LOL.
so i dont have awhole lot to blog about lately.still alittle tired from my chronic fatigue syn. admit i'm doing alot better each day that i can get thats peaceful and quiet and stress free, thats a real major,major plus.since i dont work anymore thats where all my stress and anxiety was coming from.now my life mostly stress-free because i returned to the simple life.have my life as simplified as possible. even in the bible states that one should live simple.i finally heeded the message LOL. simple works for me.

like to add a few Quotes as that what i love to do!! i find so much meaning in quotes.


this quote is mine!! the truth is sweet and simple!!

"listen to your dreams.they're the whispers of your heart telling you all you'll ever need to be happy". belva davis

"Gods my counselor". the bible book of Galations

"when you've lost everything you have what's left is everything you never had".flash cards on pointsof power.com/au

psalm 119:105 "thy lord is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path".

"those who cannot learn from the past are condemned to repeat it".george santayana


enough quotes for today but i have many-many more LOL. love and light to all of you!! takecare marylen

I'm a child of the universe and loved beyond measure !! marylen

what im writing about today was taken from my note few weeks ago. here goes: i made a "Leap of faith" into the unknown this was early 2001..unsure of what i would encounter.i was so scared.. my whole body was tense with fear and i didnt know what to expect next. i was also use to an income wasnt alot but nevertheless it was an income and everything changed.
also use to going out with friends from work and had a nice social life at one time believe it or not and i was so scared to let go and float on the flow of the universe.
after my divorce had many relationships that didnt work out and i was carrying a whole load of should say hugh load of responsibility, rasing kids(younger ones) without child support and alot of my own unresolved emotional stuff. i just couldnt take it anymore i was in my 50's then and i surrendered to higher power! i let go and let God ! i wiped the slate clean..feel good about it all now...lol

im starting over again at 64yrs old.starting from scratch.gave most everything away as i felt i didnt need a bunch of stuff.all part of my emotional clearing.

i have cleared my emotional baggage and celluar memory and im starting to lose the weight i gained from going through all this emotional stuff.
my faith was strong and i just trusted in the process and let nature take it course and lots of walking in nature with lots of fresh air.love the fragrance of those pine trees. they make me feel very alive and wonderful..

the message i received from higher guidance and higher wisdom"i'm out of the loop".


Quote: "all Glory comes from daring to begin". eugene f.ware

also want to Quote:charles darwin "it's not the strongest of the species that survive,nor the most intelligent,but the ones most responsive to change".


i probably wont be blogging until jan 2010 going to be busy thru-holidays with family..stay safe and keep on smiling with eyes of your heart..Happy Holidays and many blessings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love all of you......marylen

simply be yourself.you're loved beyond measure by the universe!

Quote:when a door opens walk thru-it.trust the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it.Daily Om
i watch my dreams for symbols. couple nights ago i was have dream that i found a baby.it wasnt a newborn was older mabey 2yrs old.baby was dirty in the dream so i pick it up and hugged it and wash and cleaned it up.bright shiny new baby and i sat it in baby chair on the porch.baby was so cute and clean.i was so proud of him.(guess it was a him)in the dream. i take it the dream meant i took my life and it was dirty and i cleaned it up and i was so proud of it after all my hard work.i get symbolic dream often and i go insane until i can figure them out.LOL
i seem to be a different person after my downtime of many yrs. i'm rising up a new person with honesty and integrity along with a new rewewed sense of self.i spent most of my life having no self esteem. i was doing self sabotage.took me many yrs to realize all this.i dropped all the self sabotage and illusions. . i surrendered. i have come along way from where i started.
im putting all this out there for others that are going through-same thing.
was it worth it? when i was going thru all those symptoms and the roller-coaster emotions i thought no not worth it.since most symptoms have passed im starting to see clearly and use my heart feeling center to do my thinking.yes it worth it now.i feel much better!!
whats the reward for for all this in my opinion? love frequency activation and love heals all.nature helps too!
i feel now that i have graduated to next rung of the ladder. when people tell me they going thru alot i always say: i feel for you been there done that.

just want to spend the rest of my life peace."there's a peace that surpasses all understanding". bible

Quote:I love the recklessness of faith 1st you leap then you grow wings.wm sloan coffin

dont forget to dance and smile everyday through-eyes of your heart...i do!!
blessings!!!!!marylen

Child like faith believe with your heart !

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my cosmic process finally over only took about 10yrs

Quote:Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over he became a"Butterfly".anonymous
in a dream couple days ago showed me that my process i went thru- with all the ascension symptoms are over..took forever it seems LOL.in the dream or nightmare which ever you want to call it.i was at get-together with friends and i left looking for freeway to get back home when i hit the freeway ramp(it was in a circle)to fast and i went flying over it into the abyss and i seen nothing and next thing i felt was sensation of peace. i take it the dream was symbolic.meant my old self was gone and there was peace.spiritual freedom...i have cried and cried since that dream of couple days ago.i cried so much because that long process of being sick with symptoms and chronic fatigue and irritable bowel syn.dizzyness and at times very severe.finally over....now will let my butterfly wings dry! i need much needed rest as i had insomnia the whole time.im just going to bask in nothingness and just be for next few months and let the universe carry me...i already had 2careers in my life and working for the universe past few yrs makes it 3 and im very tired...sending everyone love and light..marylen
Quote: another quote LOL "the worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself".mark twain

were all in the same boat we just have different paddles!

i havent been blogging lately and nothing really going on.its quiet except for my pc froze and crashed yesterday on 4th of july.that was little upsetting! just have felt out of sorts lately as they say.i guess it's part of the ascension process. i have learned to just take it a day at time and that seems to work well for me.i spent most my life living and planning for the future. now im happy just looking up at the star's and walking in nature and also watching little animals at play.i have learned alot from nature. animals just pure energy.they just do what what they do look for food.they're content.
i have learned to listen to my heart and inner voice of God and follow my inner guidance..works for me. until next time takecare and many blessings!!
if you seek happiness look inside your heart for answers. works everytime.marylen